So, I am at the count down. 11 hours. I am so excited and nervous I can hardly handle it. I am mentally exhausted with all the thinking I have done about this. I am actually trying to get over the depression that I have let myself get to this point.
I find it funny, how no one said no during this process. I almost expected people(the staff, Dr.'s, nurses, any of them) to look at me as I walked into the place say "No way, what are you doing here?" "you don't weigh enough to get this done!" but alas....no body sent me away, no one even gave me a sideways glance, they just all smiled and were excited to work with me through this process.
Next time I post I will be on the other side!